The
Fireproof Faith
The
word “faith” refers to a lot of things, and it is such a indescribable word. I
also think that this word, describes your own relationship with God. God wants
us to have a fireproof faith in Him. As an example, let’s say God writes all
your faithful actions
towards
Him down on a piece of paper. Maybe, you are thinking now; “Stop, I don’t think
there was a lot of faithful actions in my life.”
If
this is your thoughts, then perhaps you are on the right tracks with your life.
God says; “Blessed is the one that knows his sins, because he is nearer to God,
than the one that says, I don’t have any sins.” That is actually a big proclamation,
to acknowledge that you do have sins and even more to proclaim you do make
mistakes, and that you are indeed not without faults or brokenness in your life.
It takes a lot of courage to say; “I have sins, I do make mistakes!” Surely,
you will agree with me, that, these are big words to utter, in fact it takes a
lot of faith in God, to come to that point in our lives.
What
we don’t know, is that when we find that courage to say those difficult words,
it is actually a proclamation of our faith in Him. With those words we proclaim
how much we need Him, and that we are lost without Him. The more we realize how
dependent we are on God, the more we realize that we need Him in every part of
our lives. Once you have managed to reach that point in your faith, you are one
step closer towards the circle of fireproof faith in Him.
So
now you are standing in front of that fire, one step closer to God in your
faith. Your eyes see the circles of the fire going round and round. The heat is
so intense that it causes perspiration all over your face and body. Your hands
feel clammy and sweaty and your legs feel too weak to take the next step, in
your faith. Your eyes become watery and you want to cry out from your heart.
“God, please help me. I feel like I am going up into flames all over my body.
My body is aching for You, screaming for You, in these flames.”
Standing
in front of these blistering flames, I feel a passion towards You, that causes
me to burn up in myself. It is a desire towards You, that I can’t describe. It
is like the flames are playing with my mind. It is almost as if the flames are
spelling out the words in my heart.” The tears are streaming down your cheeks,
and this causes a burning sensation in your eyes. You try to read the words,
that the flames are laying out for you. The letters are vague, and you focus
your eyes closer together to see the words more clearly. Then suddenly, you see
the words. “Take a step forward towards Me, my child.” At first you thought;
“God, what are you asking of Me? Do You want me to burn up in those flames?”
Then God calms your heart again. “My beloved child, your desire and flammable
passion for Me, leads you to another victory in your faith in Me.
You
are longing for Me, you have a burning passion and desire for Me in your life.
In your burning passion and desire for Me, you have proven your love for Me. It
is that kind of love for Me, that I am looking for in My children.
Once
you found that flame for Me in your heart, you are able to stand more firmly in
your faith for Me, in every situation. Maybe the fires of life try to pull you
back into danger, hurt and pain of life constantly. But if your love for Me is
so flammable, it pushes those flames away from you, because the fire of Love
for Me, leads you to victory in Me.”
These
thoughts of God cause the anxiety rising in your heart, to calm down. You
suddenly feel you have the courage and faith in your heart, to take another
step forward in your faith. It is as if the flame of love for God creates space
in your heart for new and greater discoveries in God. The flame of love for God
clears up a lot of things in your struggle, towards your faith in Him. You feel
like
you understand God’s love now. With His love in your heart you are able to
receive His love or others love for you. With this love of God in your heart,
you are finally also able to reach out to others, to share that love with
others and to shower other people with His love. “Thank you God, your flame of
love is so precious to me and I will keep it close to my heart.”
You
take a deep breath and take one step closer to the flames. It is actually such
an irony to you, because on the one side you feel the flames burning you and
this causes warnings of greater danger and fear but on the other side of those
emotions, you also feel like the flames are inviting you to go deeper into
their arms, with the uncertainty of where it will take your faith next.
With
another step closer to God, the heat around you rises up again. Now you feel
like the flames want to swallow you. Your heart is seeking for your faith in
God, but it seems like you can’t find it now. “Why can’t I resist these flames?”
Your eyes are seeking for God in the flames. The smoke is causing a burning
sensation in your lungs, that rises up through your throat, and it comes out in
spasms of severe coughs. Your whole thorax feels like it is ripped apart. With
the pain in your chest the tears flow out of the corner of your eyes. You feel
like the burden that you are carrying at that moment, has become so heavy, it
hurts you to carry it. In the midst of the flames, you want to scream your
needs out to God, through your prayers. Although your knees are weak, you fall
down to the ground into the flames, raise your hands to God, and you start
praying to Him like you never prayed before. The sad, passionate and desperate
words of your deep sincere prayers roll over your dry lips. You pray
constantly, without stopping, pouring your weak heart out to your loving God.
At
that moment you feel a relief in your heart, and it’s with great amazement that
you inhale a new breath of hope, while standing in the fire. The new breath in
your body reminds you of God’s mercy. God’s mercy for us is so big and strong,
but how will we ever know that, if we don’t know God in our lives or if we
don’t know His Bible, His precious Word. In your heart you come to the
conclusion that, in order for us to know and understand God’s mercy for us, we
need to tie ourselves to His mercy. We can’t
complain
about the lack of God’s mercy and His support, if our lives do not speak of our
relationship with God.
We
must grow on a daily basis towards God in His mercy, so that we will be able to
fully understand His mercy for us. We can only learn to that, if we full heartedly
persist in our faith in Him. Perseverance in your faith leads to a riper holy
relationship in God. With these thoughts in your mind, the flames suddenly open
up, and create a path for you to walk through the flames. Your heart warms up
in you and is full of words of admiration and thankfulness to God. These feelings
spark new joy in you. You rejoice in God, for the richness of knowledge and
wisdom you received and gained in Him, by going through the flames. Tears of
love and admiration for God slide down your cheeks. Standing on the other side
of the blissful fire, you finally feel free, you feel accepted, you feel loved
and secure in Him.
Facing
those fire’s of life is never easy, but if you can learn in those fires to
trust God, if you can acknowledge that you need God,
that
you love Him dearly with passion, learn to know and understand His mercy, then
the fire of faith in you becomes a fire that burns and shines towards victory
in God.
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The flame of a need for God.
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The flame of love and passion for God.
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The flame of prayer to God.
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The flame of God’s mercy.
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The flame of thankfulness toward God.
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The flame of rejoicing in God.
By: Marieke Zeevaart
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